Monthly Archives: November 2015

depression

I OFTEN FEEL LOST IN A LABYRINTH OF FEELINGS,

LOOKING OUTWARD TO FIND PEACE WITHIN.

USUALLY PUTTING MYSELF IN VULNERABLE SITUATIONS,

TAKING RISKS IS SO THREADED IN MY  PERSONALITY.

HIDING MY TRUE FEELINGS BEHIND DRAMATIC EXPRESSIONS,

DRESSING UP THE OUTSIDE, PRETENDING TO BE CONFIDENT.

WHEN DEEP DOWN INSIDE I FEEL LIKE AN INSECURE CHILD,

LETTING RACING THOUGHTS BUILD INTO ANXIETY,

DISGUISING MYSELF FROM LOVED ONES, TRUSTING STRANGERS.

ACCEPTING THE CHANGES IN MY LIFE AIN’T EASY,

NOW MY NEW PHONE SMASHED, AND TRASHED.